Not supposed to be this way, I am supposed to be closer to my goal but instead I am farther away. I started this journey 5 years ago at 376 pounds and now I sit at 235 pounds, I am supposed to be at 175. I will not surrender and yet I am fully aware that if I don't take back where I am then I will end up back in time. I will end up closer to the 300 mark then I want to. On top of all of this my 40th birthday is in just a little over 2 months, I want to get myself back to the 1's and completely out of the 2's. It's going to require a lot of sacrifice. It's going to require a consistent fight for my new life. I do have this consistent pain in my right leg but I believe it is time for me to stop finding reasons to not do this (which I have plenty of) and find more reasons to do this. My plan is another (yet another) daily blog into this new person I want to be, it is time to be less about me and so much more about what God is looking for out of me. This weight loss journey and exercise journey has been filled with ups and downs and yet I have never conceded, I have yet to give it up. So here goes another chance at success.
